Is it winter again?

Girls playing on their play mat

Makenzie and Daddy sleeping togethers How cute!

Riding on mommy!!

What is with this weather? Snow in Spring? I already packed up all of the girls winter clothes but had to dig them out again this weekend. I love snow but I am ready for spring. Kameryn asked me yesterday if this means santa is going to come soon. I feel bad but its hard to explain that christmas is over when there is snow.

Madalynn and Makenzie are doing great! We are moving them to their rooms. They are ready me not so much. I will enjoy having my room back but I will miss them and having them right there if one of them woke up. But it is for the best! I think Maddie is getting close to crawling. She was getting up on her knees a lot today. I am excited but then I wonder am I ready for 3 Mobile kids? Guess I have to be :)

Kameryn is doing great too. I went to her parent teacher conferences on thursday and was nervous It felt like a job interview. I know how my child is but you never know how they are when you are not around. Everything went great! The teacher said she is doing really good. I am so proud. I have been worried about how she is playing with other kids because she tells me that she plays by herself. Her teacher told me that Kameryn has lots of friends and a lot of the kids like her. That made me really happy. I alway worry because Kam is so good at playing by herself and I didn't know how other kids with sibling closer in age do. We also got bad news on wednesday last week. They are not going to be able to fix Kams tooth. She gets to go 2+ years toothless. I took this really hard because I miss her baby smile. I was supposed to get a few more years of it so I feel robbed but I am coming around. How she lost it was a total accident and I tried to feel guilty about it but I can't. She feel that the doctors office while I was waiting for the nurses to give her sisters shots and it happened quickly... I wish I could prevent every fall she ever has but anyone with kids know that they are so active and experimental that they do sometimes fall and thats ok... I miss her tooth but I get to look forward to a new tooth coming in when every it decides to do so..

Richard and I are doing great! I have been super busy. I think that is the hardest thing on me. I don't think having twins is hard, I just think having kids in general takes work and it has been a huge adjustment. I have decided that I will not be going back to school in the fall. I have an associates degree and was planning on going to start my teaching program in the fall but I can not even imagine that I have time to do it. My nights are crazy and I don't think they will get any better until the girls are done with the bottles. I am home with them until they go to kindergarten so it really doesn't make that big of a deal. I am not upset in anyway. I do not take the girls back at all and know that of all my dreams/hopes in life being a mother is above all of them. I am a mother first and have to do things that work for my family. I know that I will go back and I am excited but making sure my daughters get the care and love they deserve to me is far above that. No feeling or accomplishment can ever take over the feeling I get when Kameryn hugs me or Madalynn and Makenzie smile or laugh at me. That is just an amazing feeling :) For those of you curious. I will go back when the girls are older :)